errrrrrr, I have no idea what's happened to me. =/ It's like, I have noticed alot of people are going emo now adays. Not 'cause of throwing away boring-ness or because of stupitdity of whatever. But 'cause their .................. sad? Well, I for one, am emo too = =" But, not so emo, just sad sad, kind of emo. But! I still find cutting wrists or carving names/words/sentences on your hands, L-A-M-E. From what happened yesterday, alot of form 2 students are going ^&*()_+QWETYHERGWf now. And they shouldn't. =/ 1) 'cause today's the first day of their SSRU exams for ugama, which is VERY hard because it will make them hard to concentrate studying. 2) 'cause they just, have to accept what's going to happen, qoda and qadar, remember people? Well, me too. I don't want this year to end. I don't wanna grow up and become some boring adult my parents want me to. I don't wanna do what's right and have to seperate from my friends. I don't wanna go on this crappy life. All I wanna do is, press the stop button, and rewind. But hey, impossible, right? :] Yeah, everybody wants to do that, don't they? Just go back in time and have all the fun they want again. Anyway, all I wanna do is hope that next year's not gonna be so crappy and shitty. Though I have to deal with a few things. Like, welcome our new innocent juniors, which we'll have problems with. = =" Study hard for SPN21 and SSRU. =// Give my time for studying and going online. Er, till here then? Later is going to be our Netball Tournament and I don't want it to be ruined just because I had a bad day. =/ What's boring is, the form 2s won't be there to support us and watch us play. =/ boo! Grr. SSRU kacau! ='/ Bah, till here. La'er.

Labels: emo shit, nervous, netball

I'M DONE WITH BREAKING DAWN! =D and I am sad. :( boring, there are no more books from the Twilight Saga to read now. Except for Midnight Sun, which will be coming out, what? Next year? -____________-" Anyways, I think I'll be on hiatus/inactive. EOY is next week and I need to start studying especially for my maths. =.=' I hope I get better results this time, at least 70% above for all subjects! *AMIN!* so yeah. But, I think I'll be updating my blog, but not that often. I'll still be plurking, 'cause I don't want my karma to go down again. =.=' I'm so effing tired to plurk alot so that my fricking karma would go up. GAAH! Big stress! I don't wanna be kicked out from MS. :( Tomorrow lagi ugama orals! -_______________-" EEEEEE! Grr, bah. Wish me luck! Pray for me that I'll pass and get a 4 year course for O'Levels. *AMIN!* and to you form 1 students taking the SPN21 course, hope youll get a 4 year course too, and to people who are taking their EOY next week, goodluck! :) Wish you guys all the best! <3

sincerely,
Dk. Nurul Huwaida Pg. Zainuddin. ♥

Labels: exams, nervous, O'Levels, SPN21, stressed